I fall in love with ideas and fantasies rather than whole beings and then I sit here and wonder why I’m still alone. It’s because I don’t f*cking pay attention. I’m too busy thinking about tomorrow that today falls through the cracks.

Ryan O'Connell, I’m Trying To Love You More
(via wordsnquotes)

I thought my heart couldn’t shatter any more, the pieces too small to be found let alone broken again, but then his handwriting jumped off the page and every shard shattered into a million more pieces.

c.t.//excerpt from a book I won’t write (via iwontwrite)

kaynic0le:

I have to stop sleeping on myself.
I have to stop second guessing myself.
I have to stop doubting myself.
I have to start believing in myself.
I have to start encouraging myself.
I have to start loving myself.
I have to.